well if she's a scat porn director!
/smiles.

thanks guys. I know there are people here who have been through similar stuff. I also know that my experience was probably not anywhere near as bad as theirs were - I just know it fucked me up good and properlike.

I also know I should see another counsellor - however I don't have the time or the money - so I'm sort of just dealing with it as it comes at me.

EDIT: It has significantly impacted upon my life I'll admit yes - there are lots of things I don't do now that I would not have thought twice about before - but it's not ruined. It's made me stronger in some ways. I just wish I could have become stronger without having to have had it happen.
(Poppet some assembly required., Thu 5 Mar 2009, 13:00, Reply)