I'm too tipsy and don't fancy four hours of trains - maybe maybe tomorrow
besides we've met up a few times and it just hasn't worked out. I've made it clear in the last few months that I'm hooked on her while she's said there's no chemistry. So every time I try to be just friends and mention that I'm even slightly looking around elsewhere she gets irritable. Fine but if she's dating other guys as she has been then not fine.. I can't be bothered with this endless charade and the decision not to catch a train was damage limitation. I'm still hung up on her. Shouldn't have told her about the stunning girl I've been talking to who is 10 years my junior I suppose. Fuck it, I need to man up. I've been foolish but no need to feel guilty after all the info on her dates with me being the ever-so-understanding "friend". Women! Are you all like that? Or is it me?
(raymond "three griddle pans" luxury yacht lovin' the christmas action, Wed 3 Jun 2009, 19:55, 1 reply, 16 years ago)

If that's the case, then I think you've made a good decision. If she feels there's no chemistry and you're hung up on her
then there's not much hope for the two of you. Also, if it took you mentioning another girl, prettier than her, to stir her attention then she is clearly suffering from the green eyed monster and will soon lose interest again once she's out of the picture.

We're not all out to fuck with your heads, I talk to some friends about guys I'm seeing, but never go into specifics out of respect.
( fuck shit up the best you never had, Wed 3 Jun 2009, 19:58, Reply)

cool, very nice advice
it's what I think really and was nice to hear it. The green-eyed monster.. for sure.. might be why I crave her too. I'd love to be just friends and forget all this romance crap that has fucked with both our heads.

I just can't shake the feeling I've said too much to her and have been offensive when I should have realised I was. She's got a big mouth but so have I. We are similar in a lot of ways.. sigh.

We speak on the phone every day for hours like a married couple.. guess we are both lonely.
(raymond "three griddle pans" luxury yacht lovin' the christmas action, Wed 3 Jun 2009, 20:12, Reply)

Well I hope if you see her tomorrow it all goes alright

( fuck shit up the best you never had, Wed 3 Jun 2009, 20:24, Reply)