and all this time i thought the best entry to porn was research!
oh silly me.
bit distracted this evening, but feeling better than yesterday...
( blaireau69 , the Cumbrian Travis Bickle., Mon 27 Jul 2009, 21:12, 1 reply, 16 years ago)

My research is more into pornstar entry
Glad you're feeling better today. Is the distraction caused by how you were feeling yesterday?
( mistaspakkaman and the inedible shifting caterpillars, Mon 27 Jul 2009, 21:30, Reply)

pretty much. i feel really drained.
trying to get my head back into "facing the world" mode for tomorrow. i need to make a few phone calls and placate a few folks who didn't get the attention from me that they should have last week...
it's the way it sneaks up on me that i don't get. i first met mike 19 years ago, i've known when his birthday is since then. and it coincides with kinga's saint's day. how come i don't see it coming? all last week i had a horrible feeling deep inside, yet it wasn't until friday that it twigged.
it fucking baffles me. the 26th rolls in and knocks me flat, like the back of a shovel to the chest.
bleh!
( blaireau69 , the Cumbrian Travis Bickle., Mon 27 Jul 2009, 22:27, Reply)