I got as good as an excuse to not work as I think you can get, without extream circamstance.
- I can get a lifetime sicknote on the dole
- For at least 4 hours of the day, I need to be within (less than 3-5 minuites) from a bog
- In quite a bit of pain.
- mental issues.

And for years, since I left school, because of these, I ran my own buisness, with the ups'n'downs that involved, and last year I got a little part time work, that I've loved'n'hated, just to see if I could. Turns out, I can, I probably can't do full time, but it's taught me a lot of things about myself, and now I know I can do it, I can push for something bigger.

You're holding yourself back with excuses, and nothing is going to change unless you do change it.
( G/PP 💩💩💩💩💩&#128, Sun 22 Nov 2009, 19:39, 2 replies, latest was 16 years ago)

good for you gonz

( willenium Fist bump for verification, Sun 22 Nov 2009, 19:40, Reply)

that's pretty awesome
when just out of hospital fresh from the breakdowns and sectionings (8 years ago) I used to play the "I'm mental" card as an excuse not to have to do stuff.

I'm realising it's much more healthy to think of myself in normal terms - I'm just a decadent lush and could get on with life as well as others, just about, were I to turn my drinking and smoking down to normal levels. I claim DLA and feel rather guilty about it.

Anyway, you're right and good for you - better to try and make something of yourself despite whatever you've got upstairs - everyone has got something.
(raymond "three griddle pans" luxury yacht lovin' the christmas action, Sun 22 Nov 2009, 19:55, Reply)

At the end of the day, the world always turns.
And the way I'm feelin' 'bout it right now, is that there is no point in wasting, i'ld hate to be 30 and in the same boat I'm in now, and that's gonna happen if I don't change something.
( G/PP 💩💩💩💩💩&#128, Sun 22 Nov 2009, 20:28, Reply)