A Flatliner
Oh, woe me, the pain of being horribly mistaken in a person's ulterior motives, for I can only guess what was going on in her mind.

Let's flashback to a long time ago. (actually, a few weeks, but I'm getting off topic here)

My fiancee lives in England, I live in the Netherlands, now I have heard all the arguments against a long distance relationship but I believed in it, I really did, or do. Nevertheless, let's get on with the story.

So she told me she was going to the hospital because she had a hole in her heart, you know the kind where blood can flow between the Atrium and the Ventricle, obviously in the wrong direction.

She told me she would be okay, but only after I asked her to promise that to me. And she did.

Two agonizing weeks passed, I was unaware of what had happened, whether she was alive or dead, her phone didn't ring, my mails were left unanswered, until one day, when her phone rang again. I was relieved, it was a sign that she had survived. So I tried ringing her until somebody would pick up.

Somebody picked up, this somebody being her ex, who told me that my fiancee didn't want to talk to me.

After the rumour mill got wind of this, pieces of the puzzle started pouring in, and only now am I becoming aware that she was engaged to her ex while also being engaged to me, and I have come to believe that this hospital visit was nothing more than a way to get rid of me.

So yeah, faking a possibly fatal heart condition to get out of a situation... Ouch.

Oh, and this is my first post, please be gentle.
(Almar wonders what will go wrong this week, Wed 11 Jun 2008, 19:06, 7 replies)

Jesus.
Thats a wee bit harsh, sounds like your good to be rid of her.
(Guilt wants to get in your moist confines, Wed 11 Jun 2008, 19:12, closed)

^
This
( flirting with badgers What? It sounded good at the time., Wed 11 Jun 2008, 19:32, closed)

A heart rending story

(Himjim died a little more inside on, Wed 11 Jun 2008, 19:36, closed)

Oh God!
That's awful! What a midden!
( baw__bag contains traces of nuts on, Wed 11 Jun 2008, 19:58, closed)

^ All that
And more.

You're much better off without someone like that.
( Thinker, Wed 11 Jun 2008, 23:22, closed)

@Thinker
But that's just it, How does it make one feel when all your senses scream out you have found the right one, only to perceive the truth in a disjointed way until it starts pouring out through tiny fragments that every lie possesses? I feel like I lived a lie, a lie I was so happy with that I ignored all the signs that might have made me realize what the truth was.

I had a print screen of her ex telling me he was engaged to her.

Of course, she easily twisted that into a perverted truth, telling me that it was just another name of a girl he lived nearby, even though he clearly said it was her.

She wrote that off as him being an obsessed guy, who had obviously not been able to let go of her.

Love just got to me, or rather, my senses misguided me, as I was led to the slaughterhouse that is the truth.
(Almar wonders what will go wrong this week, Wed 11 Jun 2008, 23:31, closed)

ouch
she deserves a heart disease
( olivier8 (euroloon), Thu 12 Jun 2008, 9:53, closed)