I quit
being a cunt. For the first 27 years of my life, I lied to epic proportions, fucked around, cheated, took drugs and generally screwed my life up.

In September last year I got to know someone who saw through all that to the person I really was inside. Somewhat predictably I was a cunt in the worst possible way and fucked that up too, but losing her has left me empty in a way I didn't know was possible and I'm changing. It's not an overnight thing; there are horrendous things I have said and done that can never be made up or put right. But, one day at a time, I'm sorting my life out.

You know who you are, and I would never think of contacting you directly again but I just wanted to say, without hope or agenda, sorry and thank you. Losing you is the best and worst thing that's ever happened to me.
(quantum raspberry quizzically quashing Quebecans, Tue 27 May 2008, 9:39, 4 replies)

is your name
earl?
(Dan dan dan They tik urh jerbs!!!, Tue 27 May 2008, 9:43, closed)

That's quite poignant.
I guess it's better late then never to change.

Good luck.
( girlinthehole, Tue 27 May 2008, 10:41, closed)

Regret sucks.
You don't need to hear my story, but I want you to know that it's possible to come through this and be the better person, then find someone who will love you unconditionally, regardless of the mistakes your past contains.

One word of advice though - don't try to go back and apologise. It'll make no difference to your ex, and it won't make you feel any better. At best it'll make you look a fool while re-opening old wounds for her/him.
At worst, it'll make you spend the next six months destroying your liver because you didn't get the absolution you were looking for and you didn't make her/him feel any better about it either.
(Guizmeaux, Tue 27 May 2008, 20:06, closed)

@ Dan
my thoughts exactly! how heartless are we?
(sumoguy I don't need Culture, I need Explosives, Tue 27 May 2008, 20:58, closed)