
We'd been watching the Shining. We were staying in an old church building. In hindsight, taking the shortcut home after midnight, in the mist, through the old graveyard was a bad idea.
I'm not sure what started it, but suddenly all the hairs on my neck had gone up and I was crapping myself. It was almost as bad as when, after a few cups of coffee too many and buzzing on caffeine, I got freaked out by my own reflection in the toilets.
When were you last really scared?
( , Thu 22 Feb 2007, 15:43)
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Fear of failure is a different kind of fear to that of fear for your life but in a way its worse because its an invented fear given to us by authority figures. We are hard-wired to fear certain things, for example, babies show fear at snakes, but not at the prospect of failing their GCSE's. That has to be taught.
The other night I had a dream that I was once again a 17 year old about to drop out of A-level Chemistry, and I felt all the fear and anxiety of being labeled a failure by my parents, teachers & peers, which is what happened.
When I woke up it took a few seconds to remember that I was a thirty year old accountant and I was in MY house and there was no need to be afraid.
Chemistry teachers, I shit 'em.
( , Thu 22 Feb 2007, 17:10, Reply)
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