ShameSome people get off on the exhibitionism, but this was pure lust. I'm not proud, but I did once have sex on Portsmouth beach at 2am in the fog. I got a nasty cold, shingle _everywhere_ and have never, ever gone back to Portsmouth. The shame.
There are things you boast about, and then there's Portsmouth beach... what are you ashamed of having done?
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chthonic, Thu 24 Nov 2005, 17:16)
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Don't do Drugs Kids.....Oh, I also came home ten years back, full of E during my pill taking
phase (won't touch em now, for reasons to become clear) to my father
having a fully fledged heart attack in the front room. And simply went
to bed as it was giving me The Fear and left my panicking mother to
deal with it.
Top eh? What a *bastard*……
He's alright now (and better than ever to be honest) but that incident was the final straw where anything
stronger than hash was involved.
Anything that destroys your ability to care about a family member
possibly dying is no good in my book to be honest……
This goes beyond shame. This is absolute gut wrenching self hatred at
what I did…….
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