A lifetime of emotional damage.
I had just turned 16 when this hot girl I had been getting friendly with asks me to come over to her house while her parents are away. It was far from the best I've had, but I fell for the girl like a ton of bricks and we where on again off again for the next 3 years. She lead me into thinking that it was going to lead to much more than just b/f-g/f stuff, and when I turned 18 I got an apartment and we where plaining on moving in together then she suddenly comes out that she's going to go marry another guy in the next state that her parents have aranged for her. I told her to fuck off, and I didn't see her for another 2 years. I finialy ran into her again at a resterant in town where she was waitressing, and turned out that she shacked up with the guy for 2 months then called it quits. The worse part is that while I was talking to her I was shaking like a leaf, and when I left I ended up driving off into an empty lot and literaly falling out of my car and throwing up. It's one of those things where I can't have anything to do with her unless I'm the one with her. To this day I can't get into any serious relationship, and it's all become meaningless. Love is a fucking crock of bullshit, and it's all a lie.





P.S. If there are any single ladies interested in a 22/m/Kentucky then drop me a line.
(Mynd, Fri 4 Mar 2005, 5:59, Reply)