It's just really rubbish at the moment.
There are so many places I want to be and people I want to be with and talk to properly and spend time with and cuddle and tell them it's all going to be alright but I can't be anywhere but here for the next three weeks. And I know it's temporary and three weeks is no time at all but everything's so awful that temporary problems might become actual problems. :(
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LimeyTreat Bitch. Lover. Child. Mother. Sinner. Saint., Tue 12 May 2009, 21:51,
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I know it is hard but anyone who loves you would want you to give all you can to these three weeks
You can't beat yourself up for not being able to be everywhere.
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Fluzzy namby-pamby pudding and pie, Tue 12 May 2009, 21:53,
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Argh. Why does everything in my life have to go wrong right now?
I'm living scared of what'll happen when the three weeks are up and the problems _should_ go away but might not.
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LimeyTreat Bitch. Lover. Child. Mother. Sinner. Saint., Tue 12 May 2009, 21:56,
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beat yourself up for not being able to be everywhere.
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PsychoChomp, Tue 12 May 2009, 22:03,
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cut your wrist and die then
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mongychops, Tue 12 May 2009, 22:08,
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