Your perception of what is going on here is flawed. As has been pointed out several times before, this was a joke on a forum where no-one takes anything seriously. It may not have been a particularly funny joke, it was possibly made in the vein of being shocking or edgy, in the same way people make jokes about Madeline McCann or Joseph Fritzl (for example). What it was not was some kind of Stormfront style call to arms. You created this situation by taking things incredibly seriously, then repeatedly and sincerely telling various people to commit suicide.
You're not being bullied, like it or not you've intrinsically linked yourself with sensitivity to racism, any time something broadly related comes up people are going to think of you. Some get told everyone hates them every time they pop up, some get jokes about people shitting on their lawn, some get 'huzzah' in their replies. Lots of people have got something similar, get over it. Probably not going away any time soon either. Everyone's still banging on about Jacob Dyer and I'm pretty sure that's over 10 years old now.
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Your perception is flawed because you are trying to justify all the bullying that you and your friends indulge in, and you are taking what I say seriously.You're transparent.
What is victim blaming?
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brb Monkhouse Stampede, Sun 18 Jul 2021, 13:30,
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