you didn't have the balls to admit anything
you accused me of something you do, and have been forced into conceding only after I've repeatedly posted examples of it. If you had any self-respect you'd apologise but you're too cowardly, and just make more absurd claims
There's a lot more than the ones I linked to, I tried to search for past discussions i recalled but all I found was a bunch of orphaned comments. So it's not even just hissy fit deleting after embarrassing yourself, you've gone back in and deleted most of our history going back years, so all that's left are my replies. It's all kind of weird and pathetic.
I can post examples if you like. As usual I'm supported by that pesky thing called reality. you can try and sanitise your own history but you can't mine.
If you search for thread deletion you find a lot of other people accusing you of the same thing, but nobody accusing me. funny that. My comments about all the things you think are damning in your current manic phase are all still there. I'm fine with them if people want to read, though nobody is obsessed the way you are. I imagine this whole thread will become another one you delete, and then make all sort of claims about what clever things you imagined you said.
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cumquat may will not be commenting further on the allegations, Thu 5 Sep 2024, 2:09,
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You are a shameless liar. You’re just performing because you imagine people are actually reading this, but no one cares, it’s just you and me, and I know and you know you’re lying, and indeed projecting your own behaviour on to me.
Your ability to lie like this explains so many of your utterly moronic opinions. Biden isn’t senile, he just has a stammer. Edwards isn’t a nonce, it’s just a storm in a teacup. Afghanistan is happy and free under the Taliban. Lies, lies, lies. You’ve a real talent for it. All those endless anecdotes too… you’re a fantasist.
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Prufrock Lucifer, son of the morning!, Thu 5 Sep 2024, 13:06,
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I'm not performing, prufock
I'm just curious to see if you have the self awareness to realise the mentallist you've become when shown it.
Somebody who not just deletes threads, but seems to have gone back and deleted much of their interaction with someone, to then accuse me of being a thread deleter? That's pretty weird. Why would somebody do that, unless they're a mentallist. That's what projecting means, prufock, when you accuse me of something that I easily prove you do but you can't show a single example of me ever doing because, as I've stated honestly, I don't know what the fuck you're talking about
The sad thing is that instead of growing, of becoming more mature as the years go by, you're becoming more unhinged, more upset and obsessed, probably worse than sockcooker. Do you remember him, coming into that blokes thread accusing him of noncery? That lasted a several months and was quite disturbing. You've been at this for years.
Now look in the mirror and say to yourself, "I've become worse than sockcooker".
Look at what you've become, so upset that you're no longer even trying to find fault with what I say, you're just coming in to all random threads like the ecstasy comedy link I posted above, talking about biden and noncery, just like sockcooker did, for reasons that must make sense in your brain, but it's mental behaviour.
I'm fine with what I said, I repeated my positions above, but it's just opinion, adults can talk about things and debate and discuss and disagree, only you are acting like an obsessive mentallist about it. Do you have the self awareness to see that?
But this is just the latest. There's been other several other mental phases when you've done this, I can't remember about what now, and can't search back because you've deleted it.
I'd like to think you have these little flashes of self-awareness and realise what a dick you actually are and try and erase your embarrassing stuff, but I doubt it. I think it's just part of your mentallist obsession with me and "showing me up". I was honest last time when I offered if you want to admit you have a mental health issues, you can do it privately in gaz and i give you my word I will keep it confidential and will treat you more sympathetically. I don't think about you the way you obsess about me, to me you're just some wierdo who hangs out on a comedy website but acts like he's in a daily mail comments section
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cumquat may will not be commenting further on the allegations, Fri 6 Sep 2024, 0:18,
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actually, fuck it. I'm also certain I've said all these things to you before, it didn't make any difference. Let me try another tack, if you'll indulge me
please, lie down on the couch and make yourself comfortable
Now, going by various clues I've gleaned from over the years I'm going to make some educated guesses.
The first of which is that the literature and/or poetry aspect was in your youth, and still is, important to your identity. In one of the links you state "what could go wrong arguing about poetry with someone who calls himself Prufrock". And there are plenty other clues, the polonius comment for example, the way you seem to get particularly upset when pulled up on grammar and lexicology. It's important to how you see yourself and your ego is still very much tied to it.
The next educated guess is that in your life you are not following this passion or doing anything creative, writing or following that dream, and nobody else acknowledges this aspect of your identity, and that you have a mundane existence. Perhaps you were scared you didn't have the talent, or events and the necessities of living conspired to prevent you. So in essence this is a thwarted ambition, an unfulfilled dream, a gulf between what your life actually is, and what you wish it could or should of been and how you see yourself. But you still have this ego, this "i coulda been a contender". And thwarted ambition and that difference between your actual life and how you see yourself leads to resentment, to jealousy, to sensitivity to anything that might challenge that self-image as it's all you have.
So when I come along, and I remember the first few things that really set you off were me pulling you up on grammar, all that resentment, that bitterness, is focused on me. "If I can show him up, if I can find a fault or win an argument it will prove to my own ego that I'm not a failure". So you try but it keeps backfiring. It turns out this australian is intelligent and widely read and well educated. Each attempt makes your obsession with showing him up greater, but oddly harder as you start to lose perspective and coherence and start to become unhinged. He's also done things with his life, worked in different places, lived in different countries, and this makes you hate and resent him even more.
But here's the thing. it's not really about him. It's about you coming to terms and being at peace with your own life, prufrock. Letting go of that ego. showing me up won't reverse how your life has gone, you've just made me a cipher for that. None of our lives worked out exactly how we wanted them, at least no one on b3ta. I did those things I tell anecdotes about, I'm no liar as much as you wish I was, but they were in the past. My existence now is very surburban dad, taking kids to soccer matches and trying to make the best of things, including coming to b3ta to amuse myself and amuse others in return. There's plenty of regrets and missed chances. I see b3tans who've like Joel who've backed their talent and got shows commissioned and it makes me wish I was braver when I was at the BBC and had the opportunity. But I don't resent them, what's the point in that? I'm happy for them and support them because it's cool to see a b3tan do well, what they've done is not about me.
If you came to peace about yourself, to not be so hard on yourself, you wouldn't resent me. you wouldn't be chasing me around like sockcooker. I'd be just another b3tan, with their own interests and tastes. You could relax and have a laugh and not take things so seriously, and even deal with being disagreed with. You might even try your hand at doing something creative of your own, write some poetry, do an essay. You're not dead yet. Click "i made this" and you'll find people are supportive, I try to be when it's their own work. It doesn't have to be a masterpiece first up, creativity's a muscle you exercise. It'll fill that void about how you feel about yourself much more than you imagine finally winning over me will
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cumquat may will not be commenting further on the allegations, Fri 6 Sep 2024, 1:53,
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If you look up "retarded" in the dictionary, it links to you two arguing on /links.
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brb Learn Ukrainian and prepare for a referendum, Fri 6 Sep 2024, 17:35,
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great bunch of +
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brb Learn Ukrainian and prepare for a referendum, Fri 6 Sep 2024, 22:49,
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How much for you to delete the entire thread?
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Dave Trouser ; the people's choice - 75% agree, Sat 7 Sep 2024, 10:30,
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prufock assured me it was just the two of us reading this
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cumquat may will not be commenting further on the allegations, Sat 7 Sep 2024, 0:30,
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