Quite horrific, felt like jumping under a bus in a scarily literal sense. A few days of anxiety/panic attacks has really taken it out of me.
Gonna go docs in the morning to see if I can get my hands on some chill-the-fuck-out pills. I need a break from everything, including being me. Might go away somewhere next week, Ma' has booked this hotel in Brighton with my uncle. I might look around and get some cheap b'n'b around the same area, or even the same hotel, I donno, it's not what I was looking forward too, but I'm sure it'll be alright, it'll be a break anyway.
( G/PP 💩💩💩💩💩&#128, Wed 13 Jul 2011, 18:29, 1 reply, 14 years ago)

Poor love.
Is there any one thing you can put your finger on? If there's one thing you can change, it might alleviate some of teh other stuff.
Having said that, if I don't take my chill-the-fuck-out pills, I get absolutely awful.
( b3th Not shit. Not mod., Wed 13 Jul 2011, 18:31, Reply)

I can't think of anything that I want to change that I can change.
except taking this break so I don't burn out completely.
( G/PP 💩💩💩💩💩&#128, Wed 13 Jul 2011, 19:02, Reply)