I don't think there was just one thing that made me realize I was growing up
I've always been quite centered and responsible. Maybe it'll be the knowing that now I'll never get to have sex with that guy at Uni that I liked so much (I don't like him so much now, but there's something about not having done it then and not being able to do it anymore, that upsets me)

The best thing is being economically independent; although that'll finish soon (and I'm terrified about it)

The bad thing... I miss going out with my friends, but I think that's mostly because we live far away. Maybe the pain on the hips, then.
(Aberracion Life's getting very complicated, but a lot of fun., Thu 28 Jul 2011, 15:21, 1 reply, 15 years ago)

I know what you mean.
There was a guy when I was eighteen that I didn't sleep with because

1: I was a coward
2: He was joining the army and I was a bit of a CND hippy nut at the time.

I regret this as he was nice.
( girlinthehole, Thu 28 Jul 2011, 15:26, Reply)

We went all the way to
kissing, and touching and stopping to buy the condoms.

The moment he came back, I don't know why, I decided I didn't want to do it. I'm so stupid. I liked him for years. Since I got pregnant he's been a couple of times on my dreams, on the time back at uni, and we sort out the problem very quickly.
(Aberracion Life's getting very complicated, but a lot of fun., Thu 28 Jul 2011, 15:29, Reply)

But then
I've had all kind of weird sexy dreams with all type of people since I'm pregnant, so I'm not too worried.
(Aberracion Life's getting very complicated, but a lot of fun., Thu 28 Jul 2011, 15:30, Reply)