It's not that your father only dies once, it's once he's gone there's nothing you can do to change the past.
If you can't be by his side, you can call if you're comfortable.
Maybe take the time to write out what you think and how you feel, even if you don't tell him, it'll make you feel better by getting it out.
I'm sorry you have to go through this darling
x
( Lisette von Falcon, Fri 5 Aug 2011, 20:28, 1 reply, 15 years ago)

this
also, don't feel like you have to do anything in particular.
( Citizen Cavy Admires your passion for conformity, Fri 5 Aug 2011, 20:31, Reply)

yeah, just thinking that when someone dies suddenly you don't get the chance to say all the things you wanted to say
and since he knows his father will pass he has the opportunity to try to make things better, if he wants to do it
( Lisette von Falcon, Fri 5 Aug 2011, 20:40, Reply)