my advice, which you didn't ask for
Is to say good by and make what peace you can. You can also have my sympathy, which you didn't ask for either.
( CQ Knows the truth, all of it., Fri 5 Aug 2011, 20:36, 2 replies, latest was 15 years ago)

you're just going to give it to him? just like that?

( Lisette von Falcon, Fri 5 Aug 2011, 20:39, Reply)

Yup
I'm magnanamous like that.
( CQ Knows the truth, all of it., Fri 5 Aug 2011, 20:45, Reply)

There is no rancour
This isn't a fractured relationship we're talking about, but there wasn't - isn't - much emotion.

What I'd like to do is tell him that it's OK to let go. My mum will manage. In fact she'll manage very well.

I'm totally lost and I'm a control freak. I'm scared that I'm more upset for myself than my dad. Maybe I should be.

I'm laying heavy shit on b3ta tonight and I'm sorry.
( The Disappointed Caravanner of the year, Fri 5 Aug 2011, 20:46, Reply)

more sense being sad for yourself
He'll be dead and not have any problems, you'll still be here, worry about you. I doubt you'll be begrudged laying heavy shit I think, we're a community innit?
( CQ Knows the truth, all of it., Fri 5 Aug 2011, 20:52, Reply)

Don't apologize.

( Lisette von Falcon, Fri 5 Aug 2011, 20:55, Reply)

Probably the worst thing
Is that he's in hospital in Barrow - the town that brought the world Legionnaires Disease long after it was presumed to be eradicated!

Going over tomorrow again, on the train. I might sleep a bit then.
( The Disappointed Caravanner of the year, Fri 5 Aug 2011, 21:04, Reply)