Paranoia?
Very good to get away from the dependency on weed to sleep. Ou of interest does you fiancé smoke as much as you?
( Naked Ape call me Caitlyn, Wed 17 Aug 2011, 9:16, 1 reply, 14 years ago)

There was definitely an element of it
but I've literally never had it before in all the years of smoking.

I am a worrier generally, as are my brothers and my dad, but I think things all combined to fuck me up at the time. I was a bit ill, mrs had an operation, decision to make on the new job etc. All got on top of me, which freaked me out.

She does smoke, but not during the week really. Which I don't either now, and happily I can take it or leave it at the weekend much easier as well. It's nice to know that I'm definitely in control.
( Vipros. clever got me this far, then tricky got me in, Wed 17 Aug 2011, 9:19, Reply)

Good for you, I definitely became pretty dependent at uni
And I'm glad I stopped as I did get a bit paranoid. Hope the mrs is ok!
( Naked Ape call me Caitlyn, Wed 17 Aug 2011, 9:21, Reply)

I've never felt dependent, up until recently
and I sorted it out quickly enough that I've reassured myself.

Frankly, the mrs has a bulletproof psyche, she's a lot better at dealing with stuff than me.
( Vipros. clever got me this far, then tricky got me in, Wed 17 Aug 2011, 9:23, Reply)