Woh', that's a lot of grub for one, whats the mattar paneer*? You'll have leftovers for ages though.



* That's my new nickname for you, Paneer. I'm asking you what's wrong, AS WELL, as wondering what that food is. I'm very witty.
( G/PP 💩💩💩💩💩&#128, Sat 3 Dec 2011, 19:38, 1 reply, 14 years ago)

Good one ;)
Peas and cheese, basically.
There's three of us, but yeah it's a shed-load of food!
Lunches for the first half the week sorted.
Had a bit of a mental episode last night, got really upset about my Ma and ended up drinking a dozen cans of tyskie.
Today has not been the smoothest of days!
( blaireau69 , the Cumbrian Travis Bickle., Sat 3 Dec 2011, 19:45, Reply)

Ahh, yeah', that's right, that almost halumni like cheese. I love pakora too, I'm a suck for deep fried things.
Ah, sorry to hear that, I reckon it's the season though, the dark nights make you think a bit more. It's especailly bad if you feel your life in general was better when they were around. I know this year I've really had an amazing one, so can think "Dad'll be proud, espeshcally proud, if only he could see me*, he'd be made up", which is a possitive thing, rather than if I've had a shit year where I'd think "Damn, life was so much better before, it'll never be that good again". I feel lucky that I've never turned to booze, always had access to the right tablets at the right time, which i guess is the same thing except you can't nip into boots for my stuff.

* I reckon he can, but I know most people don't believe that. I mean, if only he could respond to seeing me
( G/PP 💩💩💩💩💩&#128, Sat 3 Dec 2011, 20:21, Reply)

Yeah, I've always had a tendency for t'booze :(
Things have been getting steadily worse, mum's got Parkinsons and it's got to the point now where she didn't know who I was when I went up there yesterday. Couldn't cope with it :(( and needed to get out of myself for a bit.
( blaireau69 , the Cumbrian Travis Bickle., Sat 3 Dec 2011, 21:05, Reply)

Oh damn, sorry to hear that, watching someone you love and are close to deteriate is, I'd imagine, one of the worst things.
I'd rather be robbed of a proper final good-bye, like with a sudden heart attack.
( G/PP 💩💩💩💩💩&#128, Sat 3 Dec 2011, 21:53, Reply)

It certainly is pretty fucking shit.
It would be so much better if it could just be over.
We've had all sorts of stuff to put in place and ultimately it's just pointless.
And the sickening thing is that we would be prosecuted for cruelty if we treated an animal this way.
( blaireau69 , the Cumbrian Travis Bickle., Sat 3 Dec 2011, 22:33, Reply)