because it's holidays.
And I need a fucking break. I've had two weeks of exams, then jumped straight into the next semester of classes. I've been actually doing homework and trying to relax in turn. It's day three of a fourteen day holiday. I *need* this break. I'm not a machine, I can't just keep going, and going, and going full steam ahead like I do during term. I get to the holidays and pretty much sleep for the first two days (which is what I've done).

I'm not saying everybody is liked by everyone else all the time. I didn't say that anywhere and I'm not going to bother.
I'm sorry I didn't come on here, fully formed in my adulthood like some people seem to wish with all my "grown-up-ness". But I'm not fucking going anywhere. I come here to escape from everything else - not to be as "grown up" as I have to be both my jobs and at school. Or when I'm convincing my dad to go back hospital because he's not well. I'm sorry I can't seem to live up to everybody's expectations - but don't have any expectations of me, and you won't have a problem any more.
Or just hit ignore. It's that easy.
(Poppet some assembly required., Mon 29 Jun 2009, 10:08, 1 reply, 16 years ago)

I have no expectations of you because I don't know you
Why would I? However you post a lot on these boards and inflict your opinions and whining here as much as anyone else. However, its only you who gets personal when there's banter going on.

If you're so unhappy all the time in your real life, maybe it's you that needs to change in order to be happy.
( fuck shit up the best you never had, Mon 29 Jun 2009, 10:13, Reply)

okay. I'm not going to be personal here - I'm really not,
but do you really think I haven't changed? At all? One ounce - ever? Just because you don't see me, don't know me, doesn't mean I haven't changed. I *am* a lot happier then I was even 6 months ago, a year, two years, even three years ago. I'm not perfect - I have wobbles - But I am getting there.
This bash I'm going to on Friday? I'm going by myself - I never ever would have dreamed of doing so even last year, even though I've known people who've been going since they were 14. I was too scared - I *am* nervous. This is me making an effort to push myself out of my comfort zone. This is me trying to change.
I don't really know if you see it as that or not - but for me this is huge.
(Poppet some assembly required., Mon 29 Jun 2009, 10:23, Reply)

I'm talking about on here. Oddly I cant see what you do when you live in another hemisphere
I mean how you conduct yourself on here. You don't have to change if you don't want to, that's up to you. Just recognise that things could be so different for you online and offline if you did. But hey, it's good that you're happier. I hate fucking EMO's
( fuck shit up the best you never had, Mon 29 Jun 2009, 10:32, Reply)

ahaha god that actually made me laugh that last bit.
I'm not changing. This is me, fluffiness, shit moods and all. If people don't like it - they can forcibly insert it into their rectums.
(Poppet some assembly required., Mon 29 Jun 2009, 10:36, Reply)

Fuckit, you don't listen, even when I try to give you serious advice
far as I'm concerned you can get to fuck.
( fuck shit up the best you never had, Mon 29 Jun 2009, 11:04, Reply)