I used to get Teh Fear my cat would be hit by a lorry.
I still worry about it, but I hope he doesn't.
I can hear him crying, it's OK :)

I had horrible nervous dreams the last few night, before the Ex came up. Some where my parents just didn't leave the house, one where he ended up in Ireland, and one where I was forced to have sex with another of my exes.

And sometimes I just start crying when I'm trying to sleep.

Peace and love, y'all.
( Lampito rise with the moon, go to bed with the sun, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 13:58, 1 reply, 16 years ago)

How did your weekend with the ex go?
Full of sexeh tiem?
(Applebite Uh! A cow!, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 14:05, Reply)

:/
We didn't pull. Which was fuckin' weird.

He was very tired. Which was better than last time I saw him, when he was almost in tears over another girl. But we got on really well, and my friends seemed to like him. When we left the club, apparently a few of the girls were disappointed the "beautiful boy" had left. But it's not like I had him.

He told me off for introducing him as my ex.
Though K (guy-who-dumped-me-for-being-ugly) was there. Suitably intimidated next to 6' 4" of lean, beautiful, clever Ex.
Though someone said he looked really thick. I asked them what they meant; they didn't mean clever-thick, just people-thick.

So a bit of sexeh tiem. I'm a bit :/ about it all.

Sorry for epic ramble.
( Lampito rise with the moon, go to bed with the sun, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 14:09, Reply)

Doesn't sound too bad.
At least the beautiful boy was seen to arrive and leave with you.
Oh, and excellent on the intimidation front. I love it when things like that happen.
People thick? Like he wasn't very social, or something?

I love your sig, by the way. Agree very much.
(Applebite Uh! A cow!, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 14:16, Reply)

I guess not.
At least we're friends again.
Well, kind of. We arrived in a big group, though he did leave with me :) I do think he's gorgeous. Half-Orientals are sooooo nice, and you get the hairless gene!
Thing es, The Ex is horrifically non-intimidating. It's just that K's a little wimp.
Yeah, that, and he just doens't know how to communicate that well, is what I think she meant. I'm not sure.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=i62UF7uROGU
My friend did a cover of it yesterday. It was brilliant.
( Lampito rise with the moon, go to bed with the sun, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 14:23, Reply)

Hmm, I've never been there before.
Hairless gene... *puts on to-do list*
This K guy does sound like a pathetic little cunt. Sounds like intimidation, even by a non-intimidating person is just the thing for him.
Ah, I see. Tall, dark, handsome and quiet? Can we clone him?

Aha! This is very good! I love this sort of style.
(Applebite Uh! A cow!, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 14:35, Reply)

what a prick, some guy dumped you because he thought you were ugly?!
why did he go out with you then?!

ugh what a fucktard

you should stab him in the eye
( Lisette von Falcon, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 14:27, Reply)

Oh, contemplated that.
Well, the actual wording was "You're not physically attractive".

Still a bit of a kick in the teef :(

And he was seriously PERFECT. And he seemed to really like me.
Until overnight (after having been laid SEVERAL times) he decides I'm a minger.

Hmph.
( Lampito rise with the moon, go to bed with the sun, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 14:31, Reply)

uuuuuuuggggggghhhhhhh
I don't even know you and this makes me angry.
Online.

what a prick!
( Lisette von Falcon, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 14:32, Reply)

And he wonders why I have no self confidence!
Right, MingTFU :D
( Lampito rise with the moon, go to bed with the sun, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 14:33, Reply)

don't let a dickhead like that ruin your self image
you deserve better, he deserves crabs
( Lisette von Falcon, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 14:35, Reply)

Served on a large spike
To the bollocks.
(Applebite Uh! A cow!, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 14:36, Reply)

Hehe, thanks :)
He DOES look like Dexter Douglas.
( Lampito rise with the moon, go to bed with the sun, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 14:37, Reply)

crossed eyes and wonky fingers?

( Lisette von Falcon, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 14:38, Reply)

'he's got pretty blew eyes'
'one blew right, the other blew left'
( Lisette von Falcon, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 14:39, Reply)

Nooo, just geeky.
It's quite apt.

(He's Freakazoid, the guy who gets sucked into the internet and becomes a superhero. That's where the whole Candlejack meme comes fr-
( Lampito rise with the moon, go to bed with the sun, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 14:40, Reply)

AHAHAHAHAHA
One of my exs looks like the love child of this and this
(Applebite Uh! A cow!, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 14:41, Reply)

mine looks, quite literally, like Nas
here. Minus the mic and gangsta chain
( Lisette von Falcon, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 14:50, Reply)

Not bad,
Not bad at all.
(Applebite Uh! A cow!, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 14:51, Reply)

I'd quite like a geeky boy
my friends think there is something wrong with me because I like the nerdy type
( Lisette von Falcon, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 14:57, Reply)

there's nothing wrong with nerdy.
Most of the time they're the best kind. They can hold a decent conversation without grunting, and they won't look at you like a freak when you squee over the new Terminator or something.
(Applebite Uh! A cow!, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 15:01, Reply)

exactly!
*searches for nerdy bloke*

*doesn't find him*

*sads*
( Lisette von Falcon, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 15:05, Reply)

I like Geeks too :)

( Lampito rise with the moon, go to bed with the sun, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 15:24, Reply)

Phwoar.

( Lampito rise with the moon, go to bed with the sun, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 14:52, Reply)

Exactly.
I have no idea what I was thinking.
(Applebite Uh! A cow!, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 14:52, Reply)

Oh and the one I usually mean when I mention 'the ex'
Looks like this only chubbier.
(Applebite Uh! A cow!, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 15:00, Reply)

ooooh
I don't know who that is but he's cute
( Lisette von Falcon, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 15:06, Reply)

Would.
(sorry)

Trying to find someone who looks like The Ex.

He's pretty distinctive.
And pretty.
( Lampito rise with the moon, go to bed with the sun, Mon 6 Jul 2009, 15:25, Reply)