my malaise
My situation. Well, I am married, I have a decent job which I can do forever with better money every year, I have a house, a stupid garden, any gadget I want. Etc.

Yet I don’t listen to music anymore as I can’t be bothered. I love films except I don’t watch any, and the ones I do I see the flaws. Nothing interests me except reading the newspapers.

I don’t read books anymore and I used to read literally, about 3 books a week. Nothing motivates me. I play online games to pass the time but it is all meaningless. I drink wine to blend in with people but it does nothing for me.

I just renegotiated my mortgage, but actually don’t care about it. I don’t care about money at all. I don’t spend any, apart from giving it to my partner for food. I can’t even be bothered to clean my car.

I have a malaise. Yet I don’t know what to do about it.
(powervator and NONE SHALL PASS, Sat 8 Aug 2009, 0:47, 1 reply, 16 years ago)

I read that as
I have mayonnaise
( sandettie light vessel automatic New Twitter - @bollocksreally, Sat 8 Aug 2009, 10:56, Reply)