Should have explained more
We're still together, It's just unusual for me. We're both from Birmingham and shes out tonight in London while im stuck in my room.

Feel a bit detatched. All I can think about is the new life shes got without me (although we will see each other every other week, it's still not enough)
(PassTheKhat, Mon 14 Sep 2009, 21:00, 2 replies, latest was 16 years ago)

What about the new life you've got without her?
Go out and find stuff to do...granted it's Birmingham, but still...there must be cool things to do there that you haven't found yet. And then when you are together you'll find you have so much more to talk about as you wont be living in each others pockets anymore.
( fuck shit up the best you never had, Mon 14 Sep 2009, 21:06, Reply)

Started a new course
I started an access course on Monday and yes that will be taking up most of my time. I'm shit scared about the future now as well.

The course is mon-fri, around 10am - 3pm. Tomorrow I'll need to tell work that i'm finally changing to part-time hours. If they tell me I have to work saturdays and sundays I will never see Lauren.

My best friend also moves to Leeds Uni on friday, the chap I generally go for drinks in the week and talk about life to.

Partner and best mate going with the uncertainty of the future, I've also got big money worries.

Argh :(
(PassTheKhat, Mon 14 Sep 2009, 21:13, Reply)

Well if you approach all of it being a mopey mofo then yes it will suck
if you try to see the positives then maybe you'll grow a spine in the long run. Just a thought.
( fuck shit up the best you never had, Mon 14 Sep 2009, 21:20, Reply)

Mopey mofo is now my favourite expression.

( thealternativefact, Mon 14 Sep 2009, 21:22, Reply)

Trigger fingers
Just for you ladyface
( fuck shit up the best you never had, Mon 14 Sep 2009, 21:23, Reply)

mate...
you sound really down, so dont take this the wrong way.... stop being a fucking pussy. if you really want to be with her then move closer to her... but have you thought she might want this space at all? give her a ring and say how you are feeling, might be best to do you own thing for a while, go and get trashed with some friends and smoke until your eyes are bleeding. it'll help.
(g-rex, Tue 15 Sep 2009, 11:50, Reply)