Are you at parents' house?
Because one can regress slightly after prolonged periods' with the folks.
Go back up to uni and get TOTALLY involved in something.
I am givin you advice I never took...
( Roota zweeeeeoooooowm, Fri 8 Jan 2010, 10:45, 1 reply, 16 years ago)

I am indeed
It hasn't helped that my best mate got booted out from said uni last month. I need to get back up there and back amongst it all, I love university but I really cannot be arsed at present. To do anything.

I've made the decision just now that I'm going round the missus' tomorrow or Sunday to tell her how I feel. I'm a stubborn cunt but I'm not going to let petty shite ruin things. I think she's perfect and could quite happily spend the rest of my life with her. I won't let things slip away so soon after getting to where I want to be.

I feel better for writing that.
(Barry from Eastenders is, despite the words written above, not a woman, Fri 8 Jan 2010, 10:52, Reply)

Woah, award for bravery.
Tell her exactly like that, like you described there ^.
She'll eithersay that the petty things DO matter (in which case you'll know one way or another) or she'll be really chuffed and impressed and she'll totally agree with you.
It saves all the pining and wondering and worrying!
( Roota zweeeeeoooooowm, Fri 8 Jan 2010, 10:56, Reply)

That's what's killing me
I don't know how much longer I can sit around and think about it. I need to get out but I'm absolutely potless, the warehouse party in Bethnel Green last week really has done a number on my finances.

And I've already started to shit myself at the thought of going round. Christ what have I agreed to do. Not backing out this time though.

Thanks for the kind words.
(Barry from Eastenders is, despite the words written above, not a woman, Fri 8 Jan 2010, 11:04, Reply)

No worries
Hope it works out, however you decide to tackle it.
( Roota zweeeeeoooooowm, Fri 8 Jan 2010, 11:07, Reply)