Sweet!
Let me know how you get on with this - I doff my hat in deference to your smackrat combatting skills.
(SpunkyMcSpunkbubble Diddled your nubbin on, Sun 14 Feb 2010, 11:02, 1 reply, 16 years ago)

Cheers Duderino, much appreciated words there.
I am attempting to redress some kind of karmic balance both here on tinterweb and in the "real" world.
A lot of folks on b3ta (I reckon) came to the conclusion late on last year that I am an utter cunt whom everyone hates.
I can't really blame them. I was generally being an utter prick.
Not to attempt to absolve myself of personal responsibility but I was simply reacting very badly (i.e not coping) with two things:
1) my dad, with whom I have always had a difficult relationship (he is an alcoholic who has on a number of occasions beaten the shit out of my mother and myself) is dying of cancer.
2) my long-suffering mother has Parkinson's and has declined massively in the last year.
Surprise, surprise I have also finally admitted that I am an alcoholic too and am doing something about that.
I hope b3tans everywhere can find it in their hearts, souls or whatever to forgive me for my past behaviour and let bygones be bygones.
( blaireau69 , the Cumbrian Travis Bickle., Sun 14 Feb 2010, 11:28, Reply)

Only if I can borrow your username again

(Bazongaloid, Sun 14 Feb 2010, 11:46, Reply)

Let's take this one step at a time...
I'm sure we can come to some sort of a deal...
( blaireau69 , the Cumbrian Travis Bickle., Sun 14 Feb 2010, 12:06, Reply)

Well you've always been A-OK with me
Sounds like you've got a lot on your plate from a parental aspect ... Booze is always a motherfucker so kudos for addressing it.

Buona fortuna.
(SpunkyMcSpunkbubble Diddled your nubbin on, Sun 14 Feb 2010, 11:49, Reply)

Cheers dude
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( blaireau69 , the Cumbrian Travis Bickle., Sun 14 Feb 2010, 13:19, Reply)