Sometimes I think it's best that I end it all.
That I throw in the towel, give up. I could see my loved ones again if I did, it might be blissful. I maybe wrong, but I wouldn't know the differance. I wonder how to go about doing it, I could take a massive load of morphine tablets, and fall into a blissful sleep of no return. The relaxation would be imence, have you ever had morphine? It makes you feel like your're 8 years old and are getting out of a swimming pool to be meet by your loving mother with a towel that's been put on the radiator. Having an overdose of morphine would be a bit like that, only so much stronger, so much better. It would be so easy to take a few extra, just enough to tip you over the edge. Think of all the wonderful things you can tell your grandma and pa, about all the technology that has come out since they went, how they'll recieve you into their welcoming angel wings. I think it's a bit like dreaming, being dead, that whatever you want to happen, can happen.

But then Valve anounce Portal 2, or Apple release a new product, or a new sushi shop opens, or there is a new family introduced into hollyoaks....and I decide to wait a bit until that comes out, meh', I'll give it a go next year, I really really want to play Portal 2.
( G/PP 💩💩💩💩💩&#128, Sun 5 Sep 2010, 16:51, 2 replies, latest was 16 years ago)

Portal 2
Does look good. Yeah, had morphine a few times. That would be a lovely way, I talk complete and utter balls whilst on that, and it all makes sense. But then, so does alcohol!
( Duke Of Belmsford has got 99 records, but Jay-Z ain't one, Sun 5 Sep 2010, 17:25, Reply)

This video is pretty much keeping me alive at the moment.
www.joystiq.com/2010/09/04/portal-2s-pax-co-op-gameplay-footage-introduces-robot-hugs/#continued

OH BOY !
( G/PP 💩💩💩💩💩&#128, Sun 5 Sep 2010, 17:29, Reply)