I died in my sleep last night.
I was in the house I grew up in with my mum, and I really wanted to see my dad, but he's dead, so the only way for me to see him is that I have to die. So I lift up the panel under my forearm and pressed the buttons. My body stopped working and it was really relaxing and pieceful and suddenly I thought "Oh shit, I won't be able to see Mum any more if I die", but it was too late, I had pressed the buttons, and I couldn't move and I was really relaxed until I was knocked out, and then I woke up.

My first thought was "Oh shit, if I commit suicide, I can see dad again, but I won't be able to play Portal 2", so I think I'm going to wait for that to come out first.
( G/PP 💩💩💩💩💩&#128, Tue 7 Sep 2010, 12:53, 2 replies, latest was 16 years ago)

you've been talking about suicide a fair bit lately
are you ok?
(The Cat Hater punch a cow for the planet, Tue 7 Sep 2010, 13:27, Reply)

I'm cool, I just really want to play Portal 2.

( G/PP 💩💩💩💩💩&#128, Tue 7 Sep 2010, 13:45, Reply)

I am now looking forward to this too.
I pooh poohed Portal when I first got in on the Orange Box but played it the other day so addictive.
( SteveFrench Cardio is for homo's. do you even lift bro?, Tue 7 Sep 2010, 13:30, Reply)

Probs my fave game.

( G/PP 💩💩💩💩💩&#128, Tue 7 Sep 2010, 14:15, Reply)