just because i'm venting everywhere i can at the moment...
well i'm at work and shouldnt really be positng here
but i don't care
i need to vent
i'm fucking furious

as some of you might know, last month i finally managed to seucre visitation with my daughter after being denied it for 5 1/2 months.

im supposed to see her tomorrow.

last night i went round to my parents. i knew my mum had had jade for a while during the day, so we left it late enough so that she should have gone home. long gone home.
however with my dads cancer giving him grief, they were late in leaving. so as i came round the corner i saw jade and my parents leaving. i saw her long enough to wish her a happy birthday for the wednesady jsut gone, gave her a hug and waved goodbye. no point causing trouble for my parents, etc.

i've jsut had a text message from my wife, relaying a message from her mother to quote
"because you had unathorised access last night, jade wont be seeing you tomorrow"

15 fucking seconds...on accident!
15 fucking seconds and that over inflated bitch with an equally over inflated ego has decided i cant see my daughter. i havenet even been able to give her a birthday present yet
she was looking forward to seeing me, she told me as much...i cried when i waved good bye to her last night...like i always do...like iam while i sit here typing this. but not only is it me whose upset, she will be. and ive no doubt they'll tell her it's my fault.

i want to kill
i want to rip fat laden flesh into hot dripping chunks
i want to wipe them off the face of this gods forsaken planet and do all of us a favour!!

what fucking right do they have!!?!!?

all i want is to see my daughter why should that cause so much fucking grief!?!?!?


Arrrgh!!!






apologies..
( mooglemania Please disregard this sig., Fri 10 Sep 2004, 17:32, archived)

That is shit.
Not much more that can be said.
( TV's Nosemonkey, Fri 10 Sep 2004, 17:36, archived)

that bitch doesn't
deserve to have custody of your daughter
edit: www.antioffline.com/anarchy/
( sprinkles ITS AN ISLAND, morron, Fri 10 Sep 2004, 17:37, archived)

she is a complete and total arsehole
that is all
( anythingbutthisactually, Fri 10 Sep 2004, 17:41, archived)

jeez
sorry dude, that is just plain wrong
( cunilinguini, Fri 10 Sep 2004, 17:47, archived)

isn't that against the agreement?
fucking bitch shouldn't be able to do that
( MrSanity has maybe kicked the WoW habit forever, Fri 10 Sep 2004, 17:56, archived)

man
there's no need to apologise. well, i think it's time we had a group hug...or something...erm...manly.

Hows about a beer...your round i think.
( tico, Fri 10 Sep 2004, 18:02, archived)

reminds me of an interview Bob Geldof gave once
you probably know about this site already

www.spig.info/
( rob, Fri 10 Sep 2004, 18:10, archived)

That's one thing I have to be thankful for
No custody battles in our family.

Best of luck with the struggle, remember your daughter loves you (aahh) and she will see through her mother sooner or later. Chill and you'll be cool.
( Gizmo.mp3 does not exist, Fri 10 Sep 2004, 18:31, archived)