right then..........I love my boyfriend, we are quite happy, as happy as any other couple I know anyway, we have our ups and downs, we are not perfect, but we do ok. My problem isn't really with him, well not really anyway, I think the problem I sense coming is with me, and I feel all mixed up and confused by how I feel, and have no one to talk to, my friends and family would not want to listen and they would maybe feel I was just having 'one of my stressy times'.
I feel so confused. And I feel embarrassed too. Am finding typing this very difficult. But I do want some advice please. I am unsure whether my sexuality is quite as clear as I thought it was, I love my boyfriend, I do, and I fancy him also, but sometimes, well nearly every time we have sex I fantasise about being with a woman, I imagine graphic pictures of myself and another woman having full sex, is this normal? I can't see how I can be straight and yet only get turned on by thoughts of being gay, what is going on, I can’t understand it. My boyfriend has no idea, he thinks he gets me going, and he does with touching, but my eyes are closed and my mind is elsewhere straight away, he thinks he makes me come, but he only does if I imagine very graphic sexual acts with women, I come every time I masturbate and very easily, as I can just relax and be able to think about what it is a want to.
I don't know what to do, he doesn't know, and I don't want to hurt him, but I keep wondering if I am gay now, could I be? Or is this normal? Please just be honest, as I have nothing to lose, no one else to talk to, my family would be disgusted if I told them all this.
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Mon 19 May 2008, 19:36,
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I feel so confused. And I feel embarrassed too. Am finding typing this very difficult. But I do want some advice please. I am unsure whether my sexuality is quite as clear as I thought it was, I love my boyfriend, I do, and I fancy him also, but sometimes, well nearly every time we have sex I fantasise about being with a woman, I imagine graphic pictures of myself and another woman having full sex, is this normal? I can't see how I can be straight and yet only get turned on by thoughts of being gay, what is going on, I can’t understand it. My boyfriend has no idea, he thinks he gets me going, and he does with touching, but my eyes are closed and my mind is elsewhere straight away, he thinks he makes me come, but he only does if I imagine very graphic sexual acts with women, I come every time I masturbate and very easily, as I can just relax and be able to think about what it is a want to.
I don't know what to do, he doesn't know, and I don't want to hurt him, but I keep wondering if I am gay now, could I be? Or is this normal? Please just be honest, as I have nothing to lose, no one else to talk to, my family would be disgusted if I told them all this.
Just invite womeninto the bedroom with you and your boyfriend. Oh and be sure to take it up the wrong 'un. Things will be fine. For him.
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Pasanonic 's been known to cause insanity in laboratory mice,
Mon 19 May 2008, 19:38,
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Take two muffs and call me in the morning.
Koba http://sexycooladventures.blogspot.com/,
Mon 19 May 2008, 19:40,
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buy a checked shirt and get a crew cut. you'll be much happier.next!
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Smash Monkey lowering the tone of the whole internet,
Mon 19 May 2008, 19:42,
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no problem, billy Smash Monkey lowering the tone of the whole internet,
Mon 19 May 2008, 19:54,
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hahahaha wonderfullty harsh!
M3Essential and The Essentials. LIVE!,
Mon 19 May 2008, 19:50,
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Sorry to break this to you...But you are bisexual. It's not that unusual and you are not a freak.
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Parmesan Quality b4 Quantity,
Mon 19 May 2008, 19:54,
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