When I was a kid, it would normally be with a dream of me flying through a tounel of clouds, with what I thought was god shouting at me, but then if I half wake, naturally the clouds and stuff would disapear and I'd be back on the couch on in my bed, but
the vibrations and sound continued.

Nah', nothing to do with Dad. I spoke to someone yesterday about it, and the stuff going on with Dad, and she thought I meant haunting to be an external unearthly source messing with my head too, but that's not what I meant. What I meant when I say haunting, was like how someone says "I'm haunted by past", I know it's all in my head, the reconignition of a stranger driving pass or walking around a corner as being someone who I think could look how Dad looks. It's the memory of him that is playing on my mind, that is 'haunting' me, rather than some ghost type thing.
( G/PP 💩💩💩💩💩&#128, Sat 15 Oct 2011, 13:15, 2 replies, latest was 14 years ago)

It also happens more if I'm asleep on a couch without a soft arm bit, like maybe I'm asleep on a vane causing pins'n'needles.

( G/PP 💩💩💩💩💩&#128, Sat 15 Oct 2011, 13:16, Reply)

If I sleep during the day on a sofa, I tend to get sleep paralysis.
That shit is scary, man.
( b3th Not shit. Not mod., Sat 15 Oct 2011, 13:18, Reply)

Yeh', deffo.
And that thing where it feels like you're extremly drunk, I mean, not in your head, but in your body, you just can't control it right. And even though your eyes are closed, you can still see and hear the telly. When that happens, I fall off the couch (in my semi-dream thing) and then suddenly I realise it was all a dream and I'm still on the couch, only I'm still really body-drunk/clumsey, and it happens again and again until I real-wake.

But the thing is, during this time, with the telly or radio on, that stays with whatever is happening, that doesn't 'reboot' with each wake, and when you real-wake, the telly/radio is exactly at the same point in the dream where you expect it to be.
( G/PP 💩💩💩💩💩&#128, Sat 15 Oct 2011, 13:35, Reply)

I've had that perhaps once or twice, when I've been very stressed
I've never panicked quite so much in my life. It was horrific, and it makes me feel mildly uncomfortable just to think about it even now.
(berk, Sat 15 Oct 2011, 13:46, Reply)

Because of changes going on in your life, do you think?
New flat and that?
( b3th Not shit. Not mod., Sat 15 Oct 2011, 13:17, Reply)