I'm here, I'm queer, and I'm quite happy.
I wish it wasn't as easy as this for my evening to go from 'meh' to 'bloody hell I'm happy', but it is. God bless text messaging.
(Barry from Eastenders is, despite the words written above, not a woman, Fri 30 Mar 2012, 23:35, 1 reply, 14 years ago)

Hah
I know how that goes. Sadly my phone is bleep-free this evening.
(berk, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:01, Reply)

Thing is.
She'll be amazing via text message and when I *actually* get to see her, but if I try and sort out when we're seeing each other next, she'll blow me off massively. I'm beyond confused/stressed out/sad about it.
(Barry from Eastenders is, despite the words written above, not a woman, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:03, Reply)

Tricky
she sounds like a mess, to be honest, and I'm not sure how you can best deal with that. It's a very hard line to tread, between no pressure and looking like you don't give a shit.
(berk, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:05, Reply)

Clearly
I have all the answers, if only Baz would ask.
( JeffTheDogFucker Can you dig it?, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:08, Reply)

Honestly don't know what to do.
I know it's not me, I know she's like this with everyone. I mean she text me earlier saying "I miss you", but if I try and arrange something I know she'll go all quiet. She DOES have issues, I know that, and I'm fine with that, and I haven't had the chance to say to her in person that I'm fine with that and will be as patient as anything for her, it's just getting to fucking see her to tell her all that in the first place. I really like her and she likes me, and I know this is going to be a slow process. It's just getting this process started in the first place that's the problem. She's so closed off and I just want to get in there and tell her my intentions. I've never met anyone as perfect as her and well suited to me before, I ain't giving in.
(Barry from Eastenders is, despite the words written above, not a woman, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:09, Reply)

Baz. Take a tip from an old hand.
She doesn't want to be loved. She wants to feel loved.

Kick her into touch.
( JeffTheDogFucker Can you dig it?, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:16, Reply)

Aww, bless you
if she's that special, keep trying. Persisting can be a pain in the ass but you sound absolutely bonkers about her. I'm sure you'll get your chance.
(berk, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:16, Reply)

^ All manner of wrong.

( JeffTheDogFucker Can you dig it?, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:18, Reply)

Pfft well you've heard enough of my problems to know I've no place giving people advice in affairs of the heart
nevertheless, I wish young Bazmond the best.
(berk, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:23, Reply)

Don't get me wrong. I too wish Baz all the best.
I think I might be damaged.
( JeffTheDogFucker Can you dig it?, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:27, Reply)

Drunk?

(berk, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:29, Reply)

Oddly, no.
I went out for a post-work dinner and I've been on water. Although I'm having a beer now.

How was your week, aside from busy.
( JeffTheDogFucker Can you dig it?, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:32, Reply)

Shite.

(berk, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:34, Reply)

How come, hon?

( JeffTheDogFucker Can you dig it?, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:35, Reply)

Busy, stressful
boss got on my tits so much I ended up having a little weep yesterday.
(berk, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:38, Reply)

*there there*
Sorry if that's of small comfort.

I'm here though! :-)
( JeffTheDogFucker Can you dig it?, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:40, Reply)

Only problem is I'm not sure what else I can do.
Like I say, when I see her, it's perfect. It's just getting the opportunity to see her. I've spent half a dozen nights with her and I haven't even shagged her yet, and for the first time ever I don't care. I just like spending time with her. For someone to make me feel that way I'm not going to let it slip out my hands. Completely at a loss with regards to how to step things up, but, I'll keep trying. She's ace.
(Barry from Eastenders is, despite the words written above, not a woman, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:31, Reply)

You say, 'She's ace'
I say, 'Cards on the table'.
( JeffTheDogFucker Can you dig it?, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:33, Reply)

As horrible as I feel saying this, and I do feel like a proper cunt towards her.
So much so that if I do anything with either of them I'll scrap things with her, I have two other girls I'm currently speaking to. I feel dirty just typing that.
(Barry from Eastenders is, despite the words written above, not a woman, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:37, Reply)

Speaking ain't cheating.

(berk, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:39, Reply)

Innit berk.
Baz has set his lifestyle morals too high.
( JeffTheDogFucker Can you dig it?, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:40, Reply)

Heh.
I can't comment much on that one, either.
(berk, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:45, Reply)

You're starting to sound like some sort of hussy.
I know you! You can't kid a kidder.
( JeffTheDogFucker Can you dig it?, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:50, Reply)

I still feel guilty about it though.
I'm supposed to be meeting one of them next weekend and I'm not sure what to do.
(Barry from Eastenders is, despite the words written above, not a woman, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:45, Reply)

Good luck Baz.
From one romantic twat to another, good luck and keep fighting.
( CQ Knows the truth, all of it., Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:17, Reply)

Being a hopeless romantic is ace, but also shit, ain't it?
(and cheers by the way)
(Barry from Eastenders is, despite the words written above, not a woman, Sat 31 Mar 2012, 0:32, Reply)