Do what you want
Follow your heart and not your head.

NEVER let peer pressure, or a sense of "normality", drive you into a situation that you might later regret.

Your life is in your hands and your emotions are in your head, which is the only place that can't be reached by others.

OT currently looks, in places, like a violent collision between an emotional baggage cart, a supertanker of might-have-beens, a Dennis Potter play and an Emo convention.

Perhaps you could draw some solace from what you read.
( The Disappointed Caravanner of the year, Wed 10 Jun 2009, 19:50, 2 replies, latest was 16 years ago)

OT is always like your discription.
You're just not here enough to notice.
( girlinthehole, Wed 10 Jun 2009, 19:52, Reply)

I rather think that's for the best, frankly.
As Gillan said, "It's entertainment for the lost and lonely."

Do excuse me - I have a book to read.
( The Disappointed Caravanner of the year, Wed 10 Jun 2009, 20:39, Reply)

Ooo! get you.
I shall snub you at Beekers bash now.
( girlinthehole, Wed 10 Jun 2009, 21:44, Reply)

Currently I'm reading Sahara by Michael Palin.
Are you telling me I need to go to the beach.
( girlinthehole, Wed 10 Jun 2009, 19:54, Reply)

As opposed to Michael by Sarah Palin
because that would just be confusing and not make any sense.
( The Light in Chains don't touch the Pope's boner, Wed 10 Jun 2009, 20:07, Reply)