Fucking hell, he must make you angry then?

( Agnostic Antichrist Baltimora, Wed 24 Nov 2010, 13:38, 1 reply, 15 years ago)

It's only recently that I've started to get angry at him
I'm quite silly and try to find explanations for people being nasty, so I didn't use to get upset with him.
(Aberracion Life's getting very complicated, but a lot of fun., Wed 24 Nov 2010, 13:42, Reply)

Probably not evident as I'm being a bit of an irritable old git today
But under normal circumstances, you sound like me.
(LongJohnBaldry, Wed 24 Nov 2010, 13:45, Reply)

I call myself stupid many times afterwards
when I realise what I was letting him (and others before) do me, and wouldn't complain. I think I'm lucky I found someone who's good to me, finally.
(Aberracion Life's getting very complicated, but a lot of fun., Wed 24 Nov 2010, 13:55, Reply)

It's best not to beat yourself up about it
We all do daft things and put up with vast quantities of shit when we think we're "in love." Unfortunately for people like you and me, the symptoms of this condition can sometimes take months, or even years, to wear off.
(LongJohnBaldry, Wed 24 Nov 2010, 13:59, Reply)

Yeah, I'm happy now
but I was searching for an email from my brother the other day, and he's got the same name as this ex, so I found a chain of emails in which his friends called me all type of names for having been me the one asking him to go out. At that moment, I didn't think much of it, defended myself, and stopped talking with those friends. He didn't say a word on my defence, though, and is still friends with them. And now I'm upset (6 years later) for not realising from the begining how stupid he was.
(Aberracion Life's getting very complicated, but a lot of fun., Wed 24 Nov 2010, 14:11, Reply)

I think realising what an idiot you've been is the worse thing.
It's crippling sometimes.
( girlinthehole, Wed 24 Nov 2010, 14:13, Reply)

Yes
I wish we had a "memory erase" button.
(Aberracion Life's getting very complicated, but a lot of fun., Wed 24 Nov 2010, 14:22, Reply)