I'm not sure where....
I lost the character trait of "giving a shit"....

I sometimes think about this and look over the 23 short years of my life. I look over the problems I've had in family relationships, the alcohol abuse, the not really giving 100%. Maybe I point to various tragedies involving people close to me and indeed traumatic experiences of my own. (Hmm this is getting depressing!).

But fear not!

The reason I've lost the ability to give a shit is because I'm a bit of an arsehole. Couldn't really give a fuck about anyone else and all I'm interested in is working enough to pay for the weekends full of drink, drugs and debauchery.

None of my material possessions are worth a thing. Couldn't give a shit. My career is not rocketing into the stratosphere as I would have imagined as a youth it should be at this stage of my life - yawn. My passion for football has been pissed down the pan and now instead of exercise, I eat too much good (but terrible for you) food, drink too much booze, take too many drugs and when I'm not doing that all I want is sleep.

I don't have a girlfriend. And? She'd only cost money and deny me the things I really enjoy as described above.

I have no savings or have invested in nothing. Some people my age already have houses and mortgages pinning them down. Some have children, wives, bills and some kind of place in society.


Not me. Couldn't give a fuck.

*Skulks off to a darkened corner to wait for the weekend*
( whenanimalsattackhumans clad in global hypercolour, Thu 21 Aug 2008, 10:31, 10 replies)

Gets a click from me.
Because it wasnt about mere posessions.
Jsut think about it. Youre tied down to nothing, if an opportunity came up at the other side of the world, you could go today.
This is what freedom is about. People who are pinned down with wives, kids and a mortgage would be envious of that :)
(Miggyman, Thu 21 Aug 2008, 10:40, closed)

Well as long as your happy then.
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( girlinthehole, Thu 21 Aug 2008, 10:55, closed)

You are me
and I am you.

I love you, man! You are awesome!
(bazmorningstar efil4nat3b, Thu 21 Aug 2008, 11:01, closed)

fair play
it does me good to know that there are people out there still taking lots of drugs and having a generally good time
( Vipros. clever got me this far, then tricky got me in, Thu 21 Aug 2008, 11:18, closed)

?
You are 23 (according to your profile).

'nuf said.

older folk will nod knowingly
( enoughblueskyforsailorstrousers, Thu 21 Aug 2008, 11:21, closed)

haha! 23? - I'm 32!
You're not even trying, kid!
(bazmorningstar efil4nat3b, Thu 21 Aug 2008, 11:26, closed)

yep
Well, Im 30 and that description fits me perfectly. Apart from the drugs I suppose.

I wouldnt wory too much about it. I was just thinking this morning, that im likely to be in exactly the same situation by the time im 40 too.
(dave likes cheese, Thu 21 Aug 2008, 12:13, closed)

I agree...
I'm like that now...but only when I found out that everyone are all two-faced backstabbing cunts who will use you and destroy any faith you have in fucking humanity that in the end, you don't give a fuck about anyone else but yourself..

the world could fuck off and die and far as I'm concerned.
(scotsbloke, Thu 21 Aug 2008, 13:25, closed)

i used to be like that
but somehow managed to blag my way through uni and emerged from the best 7 years of drug fuelled debauchery ever with a masters degree. I am now pretending to give a fuck as my boss is pretending to pay me.
(babyjak, Thu 21 Aug 2008, 13:41, closed)

ah, sweet, warm, lush, comforting HATE...
The ONLY thing worth getting up for in the morning.
(bazmorningstar efil4nat3b, Thu 21 Aug 2008, 13:42, closed)