until you have control over your own emotions you will look for fixes, be it things, doing stuff, or people
happiness can not be found with desire, only in owning your own happy
( mongychops, Mon 8 Jun 2009, 23:31, archived)

so all these other people are really no happier than I am?
it makes sense, but... I'm afraid I will disappear. What am I?
( Moon Girl Technologies horrendous beanbag, Mon 8 Jun 2009, 23:33, archived)

this is like the hardest question on going for gold
evah
( Derek Monte subthread killer: qu'est-ce que c'est, Mon 8 Jun 2009, 23:34, archived)

time passes to you and you take control of the game in the three zone

( Gilgamesh gazed in wonder as Frampton came alive, Mon 8 Jun 2009, 23:37, archived)

You are what you make yourself to be.
No one but you will fully understand yourself, and probably not even that.
I feel the most important thing in life is being happy and you should do your best to achieve what makes you that*
*exceptions apply
(King Baby Duck more than a ceiling, Mon 8 Jun 2009, 23:36, archived)

I don't know what to make myself be.

( Moon Girl Technologies horrendous beanbag, Mon 8 Jun 2009, 23:39, archived)

Maybe do some soul searching then?
Or maybe it's just that, you are what you want to be.
For me, all I want is to be happy, that's pretty vague and I don't know how exactly i'm going to achieve it all the time and i'm sure I won't.
(King Baby Duck more than a ceiling, Mon 8 Jun 2009, 23:41, archived)

But I'm not happy, so I can't be.
As goes the words of the song, "if you don't have a dream, then how you gonna have a dream come true?"
I feel like I ought to be more than I am, I guess. But I don't know what or how.
Accepting things as they are only feels like giving up.
( Moon Girl Technologies horrendous beanbag, Mon 8 Jun 2009, 23:48, archived)