I don't think I could last that long
I've been waiting four days, yes, four days, and it's driving me insane. I've been on a depressing descent since. Coupled with the fact I'm bored to tears (I've had six showers in the past twenty four hours to pass the time), I don't feel too clever.

There's nothing even wrong, I just want to speak to her or see her. I'm too stubborn to send another text or call her first though. Far too stubborn for my own good sometimes.
(Barry from Eastenders is, despite the words written above, not a woman, Thu 7 Jan 2010, 9:24, 3 replies, latest was 16 years ago)

BGB - seriously, you DON'T want that certain someone contacting you and opening a can of worms.
Barry, I wouldn't fret just yet. She might be dying to contact you but playing some hideous rule-based mindgame.
In which case, dump her ayass.
( Roota zweeeeeoooooowm, Thu 7 Jan 2010, 9:30, Reply)

I would normally
But as sad as it sounds, I could happily spend the rest of my life with her. My struggle with obtaining her is well documented on a previous QOTW. She's perfect but she's currently doing my head in.
(Barry from Eastenders is, despite the words written above, not a woman, Thu 7 Jan 2010, 9:32, Reply)

Well if she bucks up, great
If she carries on like this, a lifetime with her would be torture.
The trash-heap has spoken.
( Roota zweeeeeoooooowm, Thu 7 Jan 2010, 9:34, Reply)

Bit late, but
SHE REPLIED!

*dances*

How daft is it how the female species can make you feel, eh?
(Barry from Eastenders is, despite the words written above, not a woman, Thu 7 Jan 2010, 14:33, Reply)

I just want to say hello : (

( girlinthehole, Thu 7 Jan 2010, 9:32, Reply)

Saying hello would have led to "I just wanted a bit more than "hello"."
Aunt Roota knows these things.
It would have been a cul-de-sac of expectancy.
( Roota zweeeeeoooooowm, Thu 7 Jan 2010, 9:33, Reply)

Nah! that's never going to happen.
He lives in another country.
( girlinthehole, Thu 7 Jan 2010, 9:34, Reply)

You know what I mean
More contact = more 'could-have-been' thoughts.
( Roota zweeeeeoooooowm, Thu 7 Jan 2010, 9:35, Reply)

I was hoping more contact would lead to 'why did I even go there' thoughts.

( girlinthehole, Thu 7 Jan 2010, 9:37, Reply)

Hope in one hand and shit in the other babe
You'd have been picking at a wound.
God, Roota's had her frosty heart pills this morning...
( Roota zweeeeeoooooowm, Thu 7 Jan 2010, 9:38, Reply)

Ok aunty Roota : )

( girlinthehole, Thu 7 Jan 2010, 9:47, Reply)

I was ok for ages and then had a relapse over Christmas.
*hits head on wall*
( girlinthehole, Thu 7 Jan 2010, 9:31, Reply)

I know you have heard it all before
but as hard as it is, it's better to let go. That said, I've been through it too (different country, etc) and know exctly how you feel and how difficult it is. Hope you start feeling better.
(MichaelS wasn't picked again, Thu 7 Jan 2010, 12:21, Reply)

Did you get her or are you still just friends?

(TheColonel, Thu 7 Jan 2010, 9:37, Reply)