Food is my nemesis.
For a couple of years I found myself in a downward spiral when my life changed dramatically within the course of 2 months. (For you newbies - hubby kicked me out and mum died).

At first, it was great 'cos I could eat what I wanted instead of what he said, so for the first month or so I was cooking loads and enjoying it. But then mum died and I found out I'm one of those people who flat out do not eat when depressed or under serious stress.

For two years now I've had a love-hate relationship with food. I will go for up to 4 days before I succumb to 'the enemy', then will eat dinner for a few days before fighting the enemy back down.

Control issue? Yes. I can control my nemesis, but my doctor thinks food controls me. It doesn't, I just can't eat when I'm down.

Look fucking great in a bikini, though!
( Batshitmentalist is sane for once, Fri 30 Apr 2010, 23:09, 17 replies)

I prescribe
a course of massive, high quality pork pies, and a fry up. Get it all from a proper butchers, not a supermarket. If you won't eat that, you might be technically dead.
Seriously, look after yourself.
( Greenbat, Fri 30 Apr 2010, 23:17, closed)

I've been doing better lately,
still a bit of a struggle when the dark side surfaces, but I've held my weight steady for 2 months.
( Batshitmentalist is sane for once, Fri 30 Apr 2010, 23:36, closed)

Oops
Ah Ms Mentalist, I referred to you as Mr Mentalist in a reply to Mr Coccyx post below. I beg your pardon, I shouldn't assume.

Unless of course you are a Gentleman who enjoys wearing bikinis
(micmac is happy as a pig in shite, Fri 30 Apr 2010, 23:30, closed)

I do have a profile.
No bikini pics, though!
( Batshitmentalist is sane for once, Fri 30 Apr 2010, 23:32, closed)

poidh
( enoughblueskyforsailorstrousers, Sat 1 May 2010, 0:07, closed)

Going to Vegas Monday,
will have pics on FB after the trip. (Pool time!)
( Batshitmentalist is sane for once, Sat 1 May 2010, 0:22, closed)

Pah! Vegas indeed
I see your Vegas and raise you a cold bracing day in Brid.
( sandettie light vessel automatic New Twitter - @bollocksreally, Sat 1 May 2010, 1:19, closed)

Might be a bit more
nipply! See profile for FB. Pics next week
( Batshitmentalist is sane for once, Sat 1 May 2010, 1:51, closed)

It would be in Brid
It's gonna be a shit bank holiday weekend.
( sandettie light vessel automatic New Twitter - @bollocksreally, Sat 1 May 2010, 2:26, closed)

You want photographic evidence
that she doesn't have any pictures of herself in a bikini?
( sandettie light vessel automatic New Twitter - @bollocksreally, Sat 1 May 2010, 1:18, closed)

$5 says Vegas,
not Brid. Or Hornsea
( Batshitmentalist is sane for once, Sat 1 May 2010, 4:58, closed)

I will glady pay $100
if you catch me in Wiv
( Batshitmentalist is sane for once, Sat 1 May 2010, 5:00, closed)

Cuh! You can't get Sullivan's fish and chips in Vegas.
A trip to Hornsea would help, if you want to gain a few pounds.
(Cave Duck, Sat 1 May 2010, 17:56, closed)

Hornsea.
When I was visiting England 5 years ago, I asked mum to take me to Hornsea for a bit of a nostalgia trip.
It was cold, raining and miserable, but I insisted in paddling in the sea for 5 minutes. Must have looked a right sight!
( Batshitmentalist is sane for once, Sat 1 May 2010, 20:47, closed)

At the risk of sounding controversial...
... it's probably better that way than shoving kilos of junk food down your neck when you're depressed. You'll eat when you're hungry enough, I suppose. In the mean time watch the blood sugar and keep a few bananas around.
(gordonjcp, Sat 1 May 2010, 9:41, closed)

bananas, bikinis, photos??
wheres this heading for god sake!!
(spinks its only kinky the first time, Sat 1 May 2010, 11:54, closed)

When when when
Have you always been BSM?

Hang on - I owe you some Seabrooks don't I....

JTW....
(james_tiger_woods is going to start his killing spree on the, Wed 5 May 2010, 14:02, closed)