Thing is though, sometimes I can be hurtful, I know if I wanted to be.
But I'm self aware enough that if I was the kind of person who was a bastard to someone, then I wouldn't put _myself_ through the bad feelings that go with doing that.

And I know what a loveless marridge is about, very aware of that. And I'm also quite aware of how horrific it can be to hurt someone you love... if you're not going to think about the other person when you do that, think of yourself, why put _yourself_ through hurting someone else?
( G/PP 💩💩💩💩💩&#128, Fri 13 Aug 2010, 20:15, 2 replies, latest was 16 years ago)

I'm with you there Gonz

( Roota zweeeeeoooooowm, Fri 13 Aug 2010, 20:17, Reply)

Lets just say I ended up hating her, and it was completely mutual
It was just an endless cycle of plate smashing, screaming and physical violence on her part so I didn't feel too guilty about being a bastard to her. We'd both fallen in love with other people by then and we'd basically been young and stupid and trapped ourselves into something poisonous.

Glad I went through it all on hindsight as it made me grow up very quickly.
( Boss Keloid Got your mother's maiden name tattooed on my arm, Fri 13 Aug 2010, 20:20, Reply)

I see what you mean, life is just as much about the downs as it is the ups.
My favorite moments in my life are very very bitter-sweet, normally when some horrific things have happened and something shining through like a becon in a pit of hoplessness.

I would have left before it got to the plate-smashing phase though.
( G/PP 💩💩💩💩💩&#128, Fri 13 Aug 2010, 20:28, Reply)

Didn't last very long and the fallout was awful
She told everyone in the town that I'd used to beat her, which short of accusing me of rape was the worst thing she could have said. She's ended it, shacked up with someone else, and then she did that. It was the most horrid, spiteful thing anyone's ever done to me. Some people believed it as well, although most knew me well enough to know I'd never do anything like that.

*edit* Shit, this is supposed to be a happy thread. I do apologise everyone! It's all in the past and water under the bridge and all that :)
( Boss Keloid Got your mother's maiden name tattooed on my arm, Fri 13 Aug 2010, 20:31, Reply)

sorry
i think I started it in a misery direction. SAy something funny or rude or draw a cock or something
( Citizen Cavy Admires your passion for conformity, Fri 13 Aug 2010, 20:39, Reply)

I like breasts
That's all I got, sorry!
( Boss Keloid Got your mother's maiden name tattooed on my arm, Fri 13 Aug 2010, 20:39, Reply)

I could tell you were a wife-beater
Your eyes are too [I can't remember whether it's far apart or close together].
( Roota zweeeeeoooooowm, Fri 13 Aug 2010, 20:40, Reply)

Nope
It was me on the receiving end.
And I reckon my eyes are quite nicely spaced thanks :)
( Boss Keloid Got your mother's maiden name tattooed on my arm, Fri 13 Aug 2010, 20:42, Reply)

OUCH!
I'm not even his wife and he just hit me, you all saw!
( Roota zweeeeeoooooowm, Fri 13 Aug 2010, 20:45, Reply)

*shocked*

( Citizen Cavy Admires your passion for conformity, Fri 13 Aug 2010, 20:47, Reply)

Girls who cry rape/abuse are vile creatures, or have serious serious mental problems.
It could be that she was like that because she wanted you to end it, donno the truth in that, just saying it could be.

Chapter Closed though,aye ?
( G/PP 💩💩💩💩💩&#128, Fri 13 Aug 2010, 20:41, Reply)

Chapter long closed
She doesnt live in the town any more so going home isn't horrifically awkward. She's married and has two kids. Her mum and dad even say hello if I bump into them so time heals all is the lesson there.
( Boss Keloid Got your mother's maiden name tattooed on my arm, Fri 13 Aug 2010, 20:43, Reply)

If _her_ 'rents are hello and smiles to you, it speaks volumes mostly.
The trouble is with that sort of thing, is that it isn't the police you gotta worry about, they know it's all fake, it's the people who listen to her with the metal chains and baseball bats.
( G/PP 💩💩💩💩💩&#128, Fri 13 Aug 2010, 20:47, Reply)

Didn't come to that fortunately
It worked itself in the end.
( Boss Keloid Got your mother's maiden name tattooed on my arm, Fri 13 Aug 2010, 20:49, Reply)

Life has a funny way of working itself out, can't explain why, but it all happens.

( G/PP 💩💩💩💩💩&#128, Fri 13 Aug 2010, 20:51, Reply)

I think it's dangerous to think of one's life as a narrative
coz then you lose your self determination.

There again, if I get the job I am now applying for, it fits my story quite nicely
( Citizen Cavy Admires your passion for conformity, Fri 13 Aug 2010, 20:58, Reply)

Nice one =)

( G/PP 💩💩💩💩💩&#128, Fri 13 Aug 2010, 21:08, Reply)