Can no one hlep me...I thought in Egland u was nice persons!!!!!
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Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:18,
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i'm noti'm out of feckin' rum after only my seventh and i still can't stop thinking about jenny (a long story that i'll go into at a moment;s notice)
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Yeknom. Incontinence and Premature ejaculation? Easy come, easy go.,
Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:24,
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is jenny a real person, or just some thing you like to say?because i've done quite a bit of drinking about a similarly named girl.
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Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:36,
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ok, jenny, oh god where to beginSince the moment i saw her when i moved schools to do my A levels (i didn't get the grades to carry on at my grammar school) i was utterly smitten by her. My first instincts were that i didn't have a hope in hell, but i was encouraged by some of my new friends, so i asked her out, and the date was postponed twice, then forgotten about. I forgot about her briefly, before i made a new friend who is very much like myself, who i found out happened to be one of her closest friends, and gave me a chance to get to know her.
So, i get to know her, and although i tried to be subtle, it became pretty evident i fancied her, although she was seeing someone else at the time. By the end of year 12, we were reasonably good friends, but she failed all of her AS levels and left the sixth form, presumeably never to be seen again. To my amazement, i walked in on the first day of the next school year to find her sitting there, eager to tell me how much she had missed me and how she was repeating the year. Sort of like me being given a seccond chance at what i would like nothing more than. Over this last year, we've grown to become best friends, although it's evident she isn't attracted to me, she really does like me as a person and will make it well known whenever the subject comes close to being raised. Recently, while we were talking about first impressions of each other, she happened to mention that if i had been persistant when i had first met her she would have definately ended up going out with me and been quite happy, but ever since she lost three of her best friends in two months by sleeping with them and hating them for various reasons afterwards, she has decided that she can't risk loving me back because she likes me too much as a friend. Tonight, she made it perfectly clear by her actions that he no longer cares if i fancy her or not, she just needs me as someone to be there for her and accept her for who she is and what she does, a situation that if i explained in more depth, you would understand would be the final message to say that nothing CAN ever happen.
For this, i am drinking enough rum to make a post this long and personal on a board where nobody cares. Bloody love, it hurts so much more to never get a chance to show than when it is shown and shot down as i have experienced before.
(sory for the extremely long post, but just typing this all up has been thebest way to clear my mind and i feel immeasureably better for it. all i need hnow is for someone to post a link to "this is not your blog")
(So, i get to know her, and although i tried to be subtle, it became pretty evident i fancied her, although she was seeing someone else at the time. By the end of year 12, we were reasonably good friends, but she failed all of her AS levels and left the sixth form, presumeably never to be seen again. To my amazement, i walked in on the first day of the next school year to find her sitting there, eager to tell me how much she had missed me and how she was repeating the year. Sort of like me being given a seccond chance at what i would like nothing more than. Over this last year, we've grown to become best friends, although it's evident she isn't attracted to me, she really does like me as a person and will make it well known whenever the subject comes close to being raised. Recently, while we were talking about first impressions of each other, she happened to mention that if i had been persistant when i had first met her she would have definately ended up going out with me and been quite happy, but ever since she lost three of her best friends in two months by sleeping with them and hating them for various reasons afterwards, she has decided that she can't risk loving me back because she likes me too much as a friend. Tonight, she made it perfectly clear by her actions that he no longer cares if i fancy her or not, she just needs me as someone to be there for her and accept her for who she is and what she does, a situation that if i explained in more depth, you would understand would be the final message to say that nothing CAN ever happen.
For this, i am drinking enough rum to make a post this long and personal on a board where nobody cares. Bloody love, it hurts so much more to never get a chance to show than when it is shown and shot down as i have experienced before.
(sory for the extremely long post, but just typing this all up has been thebest way to clear my mind and i feel immeasureably better for it. all i need hnow is for someone to post a link to "this is not your blog")
Yeknom. Incontinence and Premature ejaculation? Easy come, easy go.,
Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:55,
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i'll condense it for youi love jenny
she's my best friend
she says she'd go out with me if i wasn't so close to her
ergo: lots of drinking
(she's my best friend
she says she'd go out with me if i wasn't so close to her
ergo: lots of drinking
Yeknom. Incontinence and Premature ejaculation? Easy come, easy go.,
Sat 21 Aug 2004, 1:09,
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How politeand yet rude at the same time
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Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:21,
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ooooo *looks at profile*nice photo-piccie.
where 'bout's you from, if you don't mind me askin'?
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Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:26,
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where 'bout's you from, if you don't mind me askin'?
no it did notand its scotland that you can see in my profile
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Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:33,
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not as nice as wanky art student'sbut then again, i'm shamefully desperate and horribly obsessive when tipsy
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Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:33,
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Jenny eh?I had a thing for a Jenny once: took me ages to get over her too :'-( *cries*
Pathetic posting, I know: just trying to demonstrate that I feel and sympathise your pain.
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Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:35,
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Pathetic posting, I know: just trying to demonstrate that I feel and sympathise your pain.
i said the same thing just up there. ^^^must be something about girls named jenny. or jenna. mine hated to be called jenny.
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Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:38,
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we're not all that badhonest (although i go by jen, and also hate to be called jenny)
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Sat 21 Aug 2004, 1:23,
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on an unrelated notethere is no reason why everyone in the world should not listen to the disco biscuits.
so everyone must start immediately.
the disco biscuits.
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Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:20,
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so everyone must start immediately.
the disco biscuits.
well good one.and they are amazing.
they're like live improvised long electronica jams.
[edit: now off i go.]
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Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:26,
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they're like live improvised long electronica jams.
[edit: now off i go.]
not really kraftwerk styleless beat oriented and more flowing, but definitely with a good beat.
[edit: now i really am off. and the kraftwerk i'll bet is really good.]
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Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:28,
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[edit: now i really am off. and the kraftwerk i'll bet is really good.]
More addictive than crackor so I'm told ;)
www.b3ta.com/board/3623706
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Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:34,
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www.b3ta.com/board/3623706
In the words of MobyGo
wow: I really AM feelin' da eighties-lovin' tonight...
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Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:31,
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wow: I really AM feelin' da eighties-lovin' tonight...
exactlyonly not related in any way to ecstasy.
well, related in the way that ecstasy is probably greatly enjoyed by its fanbase. but i'll bet marijuana, lsd, and nitrous are more common at biscuits shows. bisco shows are like raves for hippies.
although there is a group dedicated to seeing the biscuits and other jam bands free of drugs. good to know.
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Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:35,
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well, related in the way that ecstasy is probably greatly enjoyed by its fanbase. but i'll bet marijuana, lsd, and nitrous are more common at biscuits shows. bisco shows are like raves for hippies.
although there is a group dedicated to seeing the biscuits and other jam bands free of drugs. good to know.
i'll see what i can do.i've only found one show of theirs in mp3 format: the rest are in .shn (which is a losslessly compressed version of .wav, whilst mp3 is a very lossy compression, and .shn files are huge, and you need to download junk to play them and whatnot) and the one mp3 show is no longer where i got it. i've got to go eat food and hang out with my friends now, though, but i'll send you some biscuits through msn or aim at a later date (info in my profile, just contact me the next time you see me on).
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Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:43,
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ButI'm Scottish! And I'm a cnut!
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Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:20,
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That doesn't meanthat we're (1) an English *web site*, (2) gullible, or (3) a rape crisis centre for teenagers with teenage kids. Now kindly go away.
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Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:20,
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AgreedA site on th' interweb implicitly has no inherent nationality as it is accessible to users from anywhere on the planet. The originating locale is largely irrelevant.
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Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:26,
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Excellent riposte;That is the exact gist and nub of my point. I was expecting a comment along the lines of 'you Americans think you own the web' which would have been doubly amusing.
PS Quality username. You seen Case recently?
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Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:30,
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PS Quality username. You seen Case recently?
I can help youI am a high ranking Somalian official. I was married to Spanish millionaire Senior Moneybagsa who reciently died in a horrific helecopter incident involving a shark and a bridge.
I can transfer the sum of seven hundred million US dollars directly to your account, however i must have your account details.
Yours faithfully
Mrs. M. Moneybagsa
Somewhere in Somalia
Africa
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Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:23,
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I can transfer the sum of seven hundred million US dollars directly to your account, however i must have your account details.
Yours faithfully
Mrs. M. Moneybagsa
Somewhere in Somalia
Africa
Hmmm...You gotta deal if you throw in a penis enlargement for my dog
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Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:26,
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DONE!i'll have dog penis enlarger shipped straight away
please give details
now
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Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:27,
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please give details
now
that'sno way to talk about your mother
apologies: cheap shot, too easy
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Sat 21 Aug 2004, 0:27,
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apologies: cheap shot, too easy